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Heart ached when i hear ben ben squeak. Robos don't squeak and scramble unless stressed.
And here we are stressing poor ben ben out.
It's only his 4th day and i wished we didn't stressed ben ben out.
Too rushed in taming ben ben that we seem to forgot all the possibilities that ben ben could be afraid and uncomfortable.
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
I have actually saved this image in my blog and refused to blog about it until now. Oh and the reason for choosing this picture is because this is sort of the very first album cover I have seen in my life. I forgot if this is a cd/cassette/LD. But we used to have a LD of Michael Jackson. You know, pirates like us, we have his original album! My parents like him.
Michael Jackson kind of move away from the stage for a period of time and the recent sad news of him leaving us have refreshed my memory of my childhood. I remember the whole family in the room watching television and watching Thriller MV. It's one super special MV I know I will never get to see in any other superstars. Because he managed to wear those outfits and look totally awesome in them. And his MVs have this special thing about them. I love watching them and never get sick of watching them.
You know, years ago when the negative media started, I knew they were false. I mean, people who grew up watching Michael Jackson sing about peace, love and all would knew for sure those were false. I get very frustrated seeing/hearing people talk about him like he is some pervert or something. I won't say "grow up" to this people. Because, "grown ups" or people who think they are "grown ups" that turn simple things into very dark, disgusting things. Sad isn't it?
I listened to the song "Childhood" and it kind of affected me. There is this interview with him and he mentioned about this song as his most honest song and fans should listen to this song if they want to know more about him. These lyrics that says "People think I am not ok 'cause I like such elementary things", Before you judge me, try hard to love me" and "They view it as such strange eccentricities... 'Cause I keep kidding around Like a child, but pardon me... ". The very first time I listened to this song, I was just so overwhelmed with feelings. Perhaps, no one can understand the sufferings he suffered because he was made a money machine when he was as young as 5. Childhood? He never experienced them. I always believed that he liked the idea of Peter Pan because he really wanted to be like Peter Pan. To never grow up. Growing up can be a sad thing because we start viewing things differently and turning simple truths to something complicated and nasty. Because we stopped believing in things we believed in when we were younger.
You know, I kind of believe Michael Jackson didn't leave us. Perhaps he just wanted to leave all this disgusting things of the world and move to somewhere where he can live his Peter Pan dreams. Where there won't be people squeezing money out of him. Where he can live happily ever after. Where he can find his childhood.
I am so glad I grew up early enough to see him at his peak. To see him at his best. Because it's the people who have seen him as he is that believes in him. I pity those "grown ups". I have lots to say but here, I just wish Michael Jackson the best. Good people always deserve good endings.
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Friday, June 26, 2009
I got introduced to Michael Jackson when I was a kid. My parents like his music and we used to watch his freaky and ghostly and scary MVs!
=0( But I love music.
=0(
I love him being eccentric. I mean, because he is a little different from the rest of the world, everyone calls him a freak. That's how narrow-minded the world is.
But, yesterday, we lost this genius. This talented musician. The king of superhuman dance moves.
I like the way he speak. In that sing song voice.
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
heart sank lar!
ntu is freak big.
June and I walked till we lost a kg of water.
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Monday, June 22, 2009
I want that mini notebook.
But I am so not going to pay by instalment!
So need to wait till late august/september when the mollah comes in.
=0(
Mini notebooook~
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
I am so going to start learning italian!
=D
But the hardest part is sentence structure. =0(
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I want to go paris! i want to go italy! =0(
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I have actually saved this image in my blog and refused to blog about it until now. Oh and the reason for choosing this picture is because this is sort of the very first album cover I have seen in my life. I forgot if this is a cd/cassette/LD. But we used to have a LD of Michael Jackson. You know, pirates like us, we have his original album! My parents like him.